[It's not meant to make him run. It's meant to be the honest answer he was afraid to give before. There isn't just ugliness in his past he's self-flagellating himself for by pulling away. There are a lot of question marks for him still about his future. And part of him feels that if he admits to any of it, he's risking too much, but he wants to reach out that hand anyway.]
You can run any time you would like to. You don't have to stick around for my mistakes just because you have baggage of your own. [But the tone he says this in is a little gentle; it's also not an attempt to push him away.] If you want to stick around, though, that's. . .
[That's actually very sweet. Anyway Beau already got a dramatic promise out him about sticking around, but the difference between these two asks (or, not asks, as much as suggestions that it'd be nice or whatever) is almost very funny to him. Just the two personalities at work here that are both extremely different but also ... the same? Weirdos.]
Insofar as I hope to stick around anywhere, I expect it'd be around you. If anything, I think you'll be sick of me shortly.
I-- Well. They're probably losing Tsuyakusa. Just going to be pretty empty in there. Lucretia and Sakyou are all grown up, not a problem there, but, ah ... feel a bit badly for Maya and Rita. Just because they're kids.
[Maya's not really a kid, but.]
Anyway, I fielded it past Beau just to see but, she's very attached to everyone at Winter - those boys there, you know, um, Ichiro and Kon and all. Don't want her to lose even more than she already has. They'll be alright. Just someplace different I'm going to sleep at night.
Besides, there's that note we got on our little trip. About the winner takes all.
Suppose that's something to consider too, isn't it? Not that I want to base anything on just ... bullshit promises that likely won't happen.
I like Ichiro a lot, too. I don't have any feeling about Kon. Too reserved to have a read on, and frankly a bit arrogant. [Well, so is he.] But he cares for her.
But Beauregard can still care for them and also go somewhere else. It only really affects things on a Thursday. If you feel badly for leaving Spring right now, you should say so.
[Anyway. . . ]
Winner take all for the pocket dimension, which is something I can already do. Though it would be a nice way to see others. The wish is graduation. That's assuming any of this is true.
For me, I would say my main consideration is that I do not want to be the roommate of Malik.
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You can run any time you would like to. You don't have to stick around for my mistakes just because you have baggage of your own. [But the tone he says this in is a little gentle; it's also not an attempt to push him away.] If you want to stick around, though, that's. . .
[That might be nice.]
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Insofar as I hope to stick around anywhere, I expect it'd be around you. If anything, I think you'll be sick of me shortly.
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I don't think I will be.
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[Smooching him on the temple.]
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. . . Are you moving here? We will move for you if you prefer it, you know.
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I-- Well. They're probably losing Tsuyakusa. Just going to be pretty empty in there. Lucretia and Sakyou are all grown up, not a problem there, but, ah ... feel a bit badly for Maya and Rita. Just because they're kids.
[Maya's not really a kid, but.]
Anyway, I fielded it past Beau just to see but, she's very attached to everyone at Winter - those boys there, you know, um, Ichiro and Kon and all. Don't want her to lose even more than she already has. They'll be alright. Just someplace different I'm going to sleep at night.
Besides, there's that note we got on our little trip. About the winner takes all.
Suppose that's something to consider too, isn't it? Not that I want to base anything on just ... bullshit promises that likely won't happen.
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But Beauregard can still care for them and also go somewhere else. It only really affects things on a Thursday. If you feel badly for leaving Spring right now, you should say so.
[Anyway. . . ]
Winner take all for the pocket dimension, which is something I can already do. Though it would be a nice way to see others. The wish is graduation. That's assuming any of this is true.
For me, I would say my main consideration is that I do not want to be the roommate of Malik.
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[But no, he gets that. He would not want to be stabbed in his sleep either. He's quiet for a second, but after a bit:]
... I feel badly about it.
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Would you like to go back to Fall? We can always do that too.
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Fair enough.
[Putting his chin on his shoulder.]
Spring is very quiet. Lots of books.
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We will see what Beauregard thinks. But I don't think it's wrong to let it be a discussion.
[He reaches and gently runs a couple fingers along his jaw.]
Winter does have that spare bedroom going for it. But more competition to use it.
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Winter does have the spare bedroom ...
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That makes you the Winter Dorm Sex Pervert.
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You should really hear some of the wild speculations, by the way.
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[He smiles a little at that, amused.]
What does she think is going on there?
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