[Rin's going to move on there, because he would rather share what he knows now that he feels like he can talk about it.]
Diluc did explain it some, yeah. He said it was like...he knew the shadow was there, and he knew he had to do his best not to get caught. He said that, for him at least, it was like he knew he had to do exactly what the shadow wanted to protect his hostage and he felt like it would be really really bad if he tried to even test that a little bit. And it was definitely influencing his mind some, like he couldn't have given a sign he was possessed at all. But he was still in control, and the stuff he did not related to his trial was all him. So it was kinda like a 'being forced to act like you're okay while a knife's being held to your back' kinda thing.
I dunno how that compares to any of the other killers still alive though, so...
[He probably should have been asking people about it while they were in gay baby jail whoops.]
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[Rin's going to move on there, because he would rather share what he knows now that he feels like he can talk about it.]
Diluc did explain it some, yeah. He said it was like...he knew the shadow was there, and he knew he had to do his best not to get caught. He said that, for him at least, it was like he knew he had to do exactly what the shadow wanted to protect his hostage and he felt like it would be really really bad if he tried to even test that a little bit. And it was definitely influencing his mind some, like he couldn't have given a sign he was possessed at all. But he was still in control, and the stuff he did not related to his trial was all him. So it was kinda like a 'being forced to act like you're okay while a knife's being held to your back' kinda thing.
I dunno how that compares to any of the other killers still alive though, so...
[He probably should have been asking people about it while they were in gay baby jail whoops.]