he won't run but i'm sorry for the mess of emotions when he sees molly, which is mostly mortification, but past that there's a weird sense of sadness and loathing, though not directed at molly (or at, like, yuel. i should specify).
[there's just instant relief when he waves back? though kind of worry too - he . . . doesn't really want to cause anyone mortification but, hey. maybe they can fix it.]
. . . Look it's a crapshoot, but you can try drinking from that fucking awful cursed river on the last floor and you might just forget it ever happened? Or lose something deeply important and personal to you. Like I said, a crapshoot.
[Well there's none of the same mortification from Molly really-- though a flash of, like. Something akin to worry when he feels it?]
It's-- You know it isn't a big deal. To me, anyway. I know you're allowed your own opinions on it and such, but I don't see you any differently now. Just a weird thing that happened.
... I figured. [there's a hint of relief, though it doesn't exactly erase the other emotions.] It's not like I suddenly see you differently now just 'cause we were cursed for a week, either.
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he won't run but i'm sorry for the mess of emotions when he sees molly, which is mostly mortification, but past that there's a weird sense of sadness and loathing, though not directed at molly (or at, like, yuel. i should specify).
...
but he does wave back look he's trying]
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. . . Look it's a crapshoot, but you can try drinking from that fucking awful cursed river on the last floor and you might just forget it ever happened? Or lose something deeply important and personal to you. Like I said, a crapshoot.
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the emotional equivalent of a wince at the mention of the river.]
Already did that on accident last week, wasn't great.
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[doing a little mock salute but there's also just a fucking
wall crash of guilt and grief and whatever else before he shoves it back down]
. . . Forgot Beau was here.
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... Kind of got that feeling towards the end.
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At least it'll put an end to the tasting stuff problem, right? Never again.
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[so
not necessarily
but white is doing his best?]
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I suppose not, no.
[anyway, tilting his head.]
... Don't suppose you're willing to just forget the week before last didn't happen at all, are you?
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[the mortification (+ something more complicated)]
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It's-- You know it isn't a big deal. To me, anyway. I know you're allowed your own opinions on it and such, but I don't see you any differently now. Just a weird thing that happened.
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