Oh, that? Fuck it. This was supposed to be my backup plan to begin with, if the thing at Soltryce didn't work out and if I didn't have any more leads.
I'm still around months into the future with you guys, right? So no matter what, whether I've gotten what I'm looking for yet or not, I'm doing something with you.
That's what I care about the most. So screw my wish, unless there's someone else I can help use it on instead.
[ silence, for a moment. all the effects means that her thoughtshare is just like, Gods, I missed having you around.
and then: ]
Might as well not waste it. I don't want to tell you you don't need it just because I know what it's like down the line for you. I want you to be happy. Obviously.
I had nothing until I ran into you and Jester, Beau.
[ It just kind of comes out. Thank you uninhibition and further plethora of effects.
Though it pains him in perhaps other specific ways due to circumstances here, he set his mind the moment Beau told him about a glimpse of their future and her fear of it all falling apart. ]
I don't know. I'm just sick of seeing people trying to not make themselves happy, I guess.
[ vaguely thinks about junpei. stops doing that. ]
I guess - like, if we've got the means to. You should keep in touch with them. Even if me and Yennefer fight half the time and Choi's an insufferable gossip.
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I'm still around months into the future with you guys, right? So no matter what, whether I've gotten what I'm looking for yet or not, I'm doing something with you.
That's what I care about the most. So screw my wish, unless there's someone else I can help use it on instead.
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[ lmao ]
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He stutters a bit and then goes quiet with a bit of a groan in his throat. ]
...Seeing as how I feel about that particular thing currently, it's telling to me, personally, that it'd change in the future in front of you all.
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caleb doesn't know this though he's just like. accent???]
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[ No. Torture dungeon. ]
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[ he wasn't there for most of it. ]
Point being, I don't want to be the one who's hogging all the wishes. So if there's something you need, we'll get it done.
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And maybe make it so the others don't get dragged into this?
[ Warn them not to take contracts from shady people... (impossible, this is their life). ]
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and then: ]
Might as well not waste it. I don't want to tell you you don't need it just because I know what it's like down the line for you. I want you to be happy. Obviously.
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[ It just kind of comes out. Thank you uninhibition and further plethora of effects.
Though it pains him in perhaps other specific ways due to circumstances here, he set his mind the moment Beau told him about a glimpse of their future and her fear of it all falling apart. ]
That's where I want to be and what I want to see.
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[ same hat. ]
But I don't want you to give up on stuff you have here because you're trying to make it to where I am. You know?
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[ ...Mm... ]
They have things they need to do too.
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I don't know. I'm just sick of seeing people trying to not make themselves happy, I guess.
[ vaguely thinks about junpei. stops doing that. ]
I guess - like, if we've got the means to. You should keep in touch with them. Even if me and Yennefer fight half the time and Choi's an insufferable gossip.
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If we got the means to. Then yeah. I'd like to.
[ His complicated messy emotions...... ]
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[ nudges him. ]
I think there's a chance. So again, don't fucking waste it.
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...I don't want to talk about it actually.
[ What was it. WEEK 5 ONWARDS has been nonstop insane to him. ]
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