I don't want it to be. But I don't want to change shit, because it's unpredictable. [ ... ] I don't - I haven't been thinking about it like we're just shoving you back in the ground, Molly, because you're there where I'm from. We just can't reach you.
[ he's fine with that, putting an arm around her too. mostly he just doesn't want to be forgotten. Or remembered as some heroic sacrifice, where it's easy to forget all the imperfect things about him. a symbol, instead of a person. ]
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[ says it out loud. ]
I don't want it to be. But I don't want to change shit, because it's unpredictable. [ ... ] I don't - I haven't been thinking about it like we're just shoving you back in the ground, Molly, because you're there where I'm from. We just can't reach you.
I guess that's what it feels like, though.
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Just a bit daunting to look down the barrel of it and know its the only solution and such, you know?
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