[Mollymauk has absolutely never been pragmatic a day in his short life, so the concept of even trying to be, just a little - protecting himself from hoping for too much, because it might hurt when he doesn't get it - is slipping away again. Why bother. Just feel the pain if it comes. Might not even have to worry about it, if he's dead. Then he wouldn't be feeling anything.
Staying there pressed in close for a moment, not really sure what to do now that it feels like everything important has been said, just wrapping a hand around the back gu yun's neck to keep him there. Trying to search his eyes from up close, but it's all just ... fuzzy at this range.
Eventually he just mutters.]
Fuck it. Pride better not mind that thing waking them up again.
[ it feels a little like he's buzzing, after getting that out in the air. gu yun's not sure exactly what to do next, staying close for that breath of a moment, too -
and then, when molly speaks, he throws his head back and just laughs. ] I think it's a little safe retribution, personally! [ and then just cups his cheeks and kisses him, in the way that you kiss someone when you're overjoyed and in love (wow) and can't contain yourself. they can roll around right here, right in front of the cowherd and the weaver's salad. ]
[it is a really lovely moment, and for just a second, he doesn't want to feel hesitant or terrified of it. joy can fill so many holes in things, he thinks, and just leans into it for the moment. will everything play out? will they survive long enough to make anything of this at all? probably not. does it matter right now? not really.
anyway wow they'd barely done anything at this festival and molly decided he was thoroughly romanced. at least he's easy? he does not care about rolling around in front of anyones salad, let alone the simulation.]
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Staying there pressed in close for a moment, not really sure what to do now that it feels like everything important has been said, just wrapping a hand around the back gu yun's neck to keep him there. Trying to search his eyes from up close, but it's all just ... fuzzy at this range.
Eventually he just mutters.]
Fuck it. Pride better not mind that thing waking them up again.
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and then, when molly speaks, he throws his head back and just laughs. ] I think it's a little safe retribution, personally! [ and then just cups his cheeks and kisses him, in the way that you kiss someone when you're overjoyed and in love (wow) and can't contain yourself. they can roll around right here, right in front of the cowherd and the weaver's salad. ]
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anyway wow they'd barely done anything at this festival and molly decided he was thoroughly romanced. at least he's easy? he does not care about rolling around in front of anyones salad, let alone the simulation.]