...I've been thinking about my wish a lot lately, since the show is coming to a close. And I'd been thinking about if I was capable of going so far as to kill for it.
I wonder I woke up that night because they were testing me.
You keep getting putting into impossible situations, you know. First your whole deal with the hero stuff, then this, put up by the producers to do as they tell you to whether you want to or not. You said it yourself. You didn't want to.
Thing is, you're free now. You got caught. But you've got your own choices to make now.
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You said-- in the video, that you had to prove yourself to the producers?
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I wonder I woke up that night because they were testing me.
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I want to get off the path I'm on. I want to be free. But it's like I'm stuck on a fast moving train with no way to get off other than just jumping.
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Thing is, you're free now. You got caught. But you've got your own choices to make now.
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It's easy to know what the right choice is. Harder to actually make it.
[It's not like he doesn't know what is right and wrong but... he's good at justifying things to himself.]