[they're dresses in a variety of different colors! but they're all very feminine and cute. there's a little bit of - discomfort as she tries to deal with whatever his jumble of feelings are and can't quite manage it, but she doesn't let that leak into her voice or expression.]
With this and the spa, I think I might almost be able to forgive all the unsightly places we have here... Well, some of them, at least.
[If she's trying to sort through the mess it's a nasty balled up mix of grief, mostly, confusion, fear, a tiny little dash of anger, a peppering of affection for Endorsi, who he likes very much.
Going to dig through for himself! Rejecting a lot of it, not bright and shiny enough, like he's hoping for something specific.]
Ahh, messy! At least put them back where you found them!
[but there's just an exasperated kind of fondness both as she says that, and as he mentions the people here, mixed with - a kind of loneliness, too. as she sighs:]
[He just laughs at the idea of cleaning up, because? No? He will not. Still digging, but there's something shiny and peacock green close by that he's inching towards.
And he seems to mirror some of her feelings here - just. Fond when he thinks about people here. But homesick too? Thinking about going back to some place that just might not be the same.]
The Avatars keep mentioning it might be winding to a close soon. One way or another.
[He stops, right before the green mess. There's just. A flash of something. Anxiety? Some of the same bittersweetness.]
Well, because this could either be the beginning of my third life, or the end of it all together. So I suppose I'm a bit obsessed with it. Whether or not I can look forward to things. You know?
[He feels a bit silly after a second. Isn't that true of everyone? They either go home with what they want, or are just ... dead? Though there's always the third option: going home with nothing. Just back to a grave then.
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[endorsi gets a 9/10 can throw a good punch
his own feelings are, uh, a mess, but he's trying to concentrate on the clothes thing - just circling around to try and see what she has? nosy?]
At least there's this place. New things, right?
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[they're dresses in a variety of different colors! but they're all very feminine and cute. there's a little bit of - discomfort as she tries to deal with whatever his jumble of feelings are and can't quite manage it, but she doesn't let that leak into her voice or expression.]
With this and the spa, I think I might almost be able to forgive all the unsightly places we have here... Well, some of them, at least.
[smh @ the blood pool]
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Going to dig through for himself! Rejecting a lot of it, not bright and shiny enough, like he's hoping for something specific.]
You said you almost liked this place, right?
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What are you searching for, hm?
[but as for that question...]
Not necessarily the place itself, but - some parts of being here are a nice change, I guess.
[she thinks about asking him the same question, but then decides that she probably should not, considering his experiences so far.]
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[Still just digging and digging, holding up the occasional thing and then tossing it over his shoulder, tail swishing.]
I won't argue some parts aren't entirely terrible. Mostly the people.
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[but there's just an exasperated kind of fondness both as she says that, and as he mentions the people here, mixed with - a kind of loneliness, too. as she sighs:]
Some of them are alright, I guess.
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And he seems to mirror some of her feelings here - just. Fond when he thinks about people here. But homesick too? Thinking about going back to some place that just might not be the same.]
The Avatars keep mentioning it might be winding to a close soon. One way or another.
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[there's a jumble of her own feelings here, most of them some variety of either lightly pained or bittersweet. after a moment or two:]
I hate to ask you this every time we talk, but - is there a reason you're bringing that up?
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Well, because this could either be the beginning of my third life, or the end of it all together. So I suppose I'm a bit obsessed with it. Whether or not I can look forward to things. You know?
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You've been doing a lot, right...? Or do you need help with indulgences?
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But he pulls out the green thing and immediately lights up.]
Shite! Look at this!
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That's the worst thing I've seen all day...
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Are you joking? It's incredible? I'm taking this with me.
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Wow, that's so sad... Well, I'll try to make sure nobody laughs.