[That's what she automatically says when he says she's justified herself. But she doesn't elaborate, lets him continue. She didn't think that would slip his attention, that she didn't answer the question about what she wanted.]
Perhaps you're right, but it is too late. I am a Lyctor, and it cannot be undone.
[Maybe there's a reason she cut out her memories of the thing she actually wanted - that way, she can't decide to sabotage it.]
That isn't what I mean. I suppose I could wish it undone, and Ortus' soul saved, if there is anything left of him to save. But that isn't my wish. So I must operate under the understanding that my actual wish is something I wanted more than that.
I'm not going to start insisting on getting more when I barely believe we're getting out of here in the first place.
[He doesn't sound so much like he agrees but he mirrors her gesture of chewing her nails for just a moment, sticking a claw in his mouth while he thinks it over. And then seems to set in something, giving half a shrug, tail swinging.]
I did tell you it was a good wish. So I'll just hold it for you until you're ready. We'll swap.
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[That's what she automatically says when he says she's justified herself. But she doesn't elaborate, lets him continue. She didn't think that would slip his attention, that she didn't answer the question about what she wanted.]
Perhaps you're right, but it is too late. I am a Lyctor, and it cannot be undone.
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That isn't what I mean. I suppose I could wish it undone, and Ortus' soul saved, if there is anything left of him to save. But that isn't my wish. So I must operate under the understanding that my actual wish is something I wanted more than that.
I'm not going to start insisting on getting more when I barely believe we're getting out of here in the first place.
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[He doesn't sound so much like he agrees but he mirrors her gesture of chewing her nails for just a moment, sticking a claw in his mouth while he thinks it over. And then seems to set in something, giving half a shrug, tail swinging.]
I did tell you it was a good wish. So I'll just hold it for you until you're ready. We'll swap.
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What does that mean?
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[lmao]
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Tell me.
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[scowl all you want???]
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[Huffing, but she's beaten. He survived the scowl and that's literally all he can do.]
So maybe it will change everything, and maybe it won't. I can't depend on that. I can't make plans around that.